"That's definitely been true here," Beverly admits. She still doesn't like to talk about it much, preferring to keep all of it put away where no one can see or know or judge her for it. It does help, though, not feeling like she has to hide it completely, having people she knows she can turn to if she really needs to.

She just prefers not to need to.

"And even then, it's still... I don't know. Maybe it's harder to talk to them about it because they knew me then. Or maybe I just need a lot more therapy."